the way that they looked at each other.

i fell in love with that.

simply how they looked at each other. it was decent. it was cute. it was meaningful. it was alot of hardwork put into that look.

they were in love.

the only reason i was looking was because i was curious. i was curious as to if they were friends. or family perhaps. they held hands so confidently and proud of themselves. of each other.

two grown japanese or korean women. just sitting there in the train. talking. smiling. and exchanging very cute kisses. it was a moment i recognised. it was a moment i could relate to. wanting to kiss someone just because you knew you could.

6 months ago i would've been jealous. i wanted to feel as they did.

but today and right now, no.


i think i have what they do.